Dear
Mom and everyone else,
Not too much to report
this week, we have been spending a lot of time trying to find new people to
teach. Hence the Thomas Edison reference. After many attempts of trying to
invent the light bulb, he didn't consider all of his efforts a failure. In
essence, he said before he finally found out how it did work, he discovered
many ways that it didn't work. Well, we haven't found anyone who is
interested yet, but we have met many who are not interested. But you
know what, I don't consider our efforts a failure either. Not every door you
knock or every person you talk to on the street is ready for the Gospel, and
more often than not you have to talk to many of those before you find those who
have been prepared. I don't know what it going to happen to this area, but I
know that it's in Heavenly Father's hands and His are much more capable than
mine.
That's something that
really hit home to me this week. Some things quite frankly are not within the
grasp of our control, and I think a big part of life is learning to recognize
what things you can and cannot change and being able to let go of what you have
no control over and doing your best with what you can control. The agency of
others to make their own choices, the personalities (including strengths and
weaknesses) of those we work with, the weather, sometimes our bodies break
down, dealing with the mistakes and triumphs of those around us (such as
previous missionaries and leaders), etc. These are things that yes, can be
frustrating to deal with, but no, we don't have any control over them. To
realize that this week and let it go was like a weight being lifted off my
chest and being able to breathe again. Truly the only thing I can control is
myself and my attitude and how I react to these situations, and what a gift it
is that Heavenly Father has permitted us that freedom! We are agents to act,
not objects to be acted upon. With that being said, I'm happy! Even with all of
the tough circumstances and struggles, there are still many blessings to be
accounted for as well.
Well, have a great
week everyone!
~Hermana Burton