Dear
Mom and everyone,
Isn't this a great day
to be alive? Think about it. This day only happens once every four years. It's
like God's gift to humanity - an extra day to be alive! And for me, it's an
extra day as a missionary. As each day passes, I'm reminded that this experience
isn't going to last forever and that I need to do all I can to take advantage
of every single day. I don't think that applies to just missionaries though. We
all should take advantage of every single day and accomplish what God sent us
here to accomplish.
I've been noticing an
interesting phenomenon this week, one that quite frankly bothered me quite a
bit when I first starting noticing it. My companion and I worked hard this week
and truly tried to use our time effectively. We spent hours finding and
tracting - even when it was awkward and we were tired and didn't want to - and
we did our best to do what we were supposed to be doing. And at the end
of the week... not much had happened. We had hardly any of what most people
would call "success" and we taught very few lessons. Most of the
members we were working with cancelled on us or didn't answer the door even
when they were home, and one of the more active members even texted us to say
that she was leaving the church for a little while. It was very discouraging
and I didn't understand, because we had been working hard and doing what we
were supposed to be doing. I have also always wondered why it seems like the
more disobedient missionaries seem to have more "success" and have
better experiences on their missions, and that's an answer that I'm still
working on, but part of the answer started to come this morning as I was
studying Doctrine and Covenants 4:4. Notice that is says that yes, the field is
white and ready to harvest, but our personal responsibility is to "thrust
in our sickle with our might" (or in other words, to work and do what the
Lord ask of us) and that is what brings us the blessings and prepares us for
salvation. We are not the harvesters. We are not even the planters. That it
Heavenly Father's job and the Holy Ghost's job (because they are Heavenly
Father's children and they are being gathered to Him, and the Holy Ghost is the
only one who can plant the gospel in the hearts of the people). We are simply
the laborers, or the "thrusters." And if we are doing that, then we
are having success. So long story short, as long as we are working and doing
what's right, we don't need to worry about the rest. God is good at handling
details.
Funny experiences this
week: we knocked on a door and discovered a less-active family who lives there
and they told us the "Arch Bishop" used to come visit them. And one
of the kids was just standing in the background, sweeping the carpet. The one
who answered the door had really long hair and a beard and I felt like I was in
Willits again for a minute. Oh how I miss the strange folks there. Another
Willits-ish experience: a clearly intoxicated and under the influence of
marijuana man opened the door (in a different area we were in) and leaned
forward and sighed a very breathy and whispery "Hiiiii" and all I
could think was, "Yes, you are." In a different situation, we also
had a young man trying to flirt with us and offering to take us out for tacos.
There were also creepy old men that we had to literally run away from a
different day. And let's not forget the other old man who showed us pictures of
"sacred Indians" on his phone. Good times.
Oh, I also sang in a
quartet (SATB) yesterday in sacrament meeting at church with my companion and
the two English missionaries in Sonoma, and the choir director is already
searching for an Easter piece that we can perform. The ward was quite
impressed, and I must admit that somehow we managed to pull it off pretty
decently. I guess all those years singing in the shower paid off.
Well, I hope you are
all enjoying this wonderful extra day to be alive and don't stress! Just work
hard, do what you're supposed to do, and things will work out. Lots of love
from NorCal!
~Hermana Burton
Ready to plan out the week!